Monday, August 31, 2026

Last Outing of August

 

    Me and my family went out this Sunday, like we usually do! My mom likes to take us out to eat and spend time together. We're some very lucky grown ass adults, LMAOOO!

    We decided to eat at Denny's this time around! It was nice, I hadn't had Denny's in a while. I wanted to order one of their seasonal cold brews, but they didn't have any milk substitutes :( But that's okay, I don't think I need any more caffeine in my system. Honestly, I really need to take a break from caffeine...

Saw this bastard in the claw machines...

    I ordered the lumberjack slam? I was really hungry, so I figured it would be filling. When my food arrived, I was like "woah". I think I should have ordered a regular slam or whatever, I had to take some food home! But I almost succeeded in finishing it. Almost! But yes, very filling :3



    After that we finally went to Spirit Halloween! I wanted to take pictures of my brothers next to the xenomorph and Freddy animatronics. I wanted to stay there a bit longer, but we were in a time crunch. I always feel like I don't spend enough time looking at everything in the store! I'm just gonna have to go by myself to look. I still have more time to look, since it's barely going to be September.

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    We went to the mall to find my brother some clothes for the upcoming Quince. We found a really nice floral print button-up that he liked :) I knew I wanted to make a trip to Daiso, so while my family was in one store, I was in the Daiso right next to it.

    I ended up finding more stuff to make yet another journal cover! I just think it's so fun. I don't want to waste money by buying more useless shit, but I'm going to allow myself to indulge in this... Now, I do write in a physical journal. The only reason I write in a physical journal is to express very personal, deep feelings that I don't want to share! It gets pretty intense.

    I see how other people use their journals, like using it as a planner, scrap booking, note taking, etc. I don't like to use a lined notebook/journal to do all these things. Instead, I use a sketchbook that has paper with high density. I basically use my sketchbook how some people use their journals! I'm sure many other artists do the same. So, I don't really have a use for another journal.

    It's hard to find a multimedia sketchbook that fits the 6in x 4.5in size I'm looking for, just lying around! I looked all over Diaso for a sketch book that would suffice, but no such luck. So, I decided to make my own sketchbook pages. I have some bristol board I haven't used yet, so I'm going to fold the pages in half and slide them right in. This will be neat because the pages will meet the correct measurements, since I'm cutting them!

    That was basically our day. I was running on a couple of hours of sleep, so I needed to go to bed ASAP. I've been pulling all-nighters as of late, because it was the weekend and I allowed myself! I have finally recovered, this wonderful Monday morning! I need to stop doing that. No more caffeine, no more all-nighters. I'm getting too old for this shit.

    I'm going to work on that sketchbook, right after I finish up my nails! I do plan on lifting some weights and going for a jog tonight. I'm determined to get back into the groove of things!! I have a month and 2 weeks left to shape up ;)



In Spirit

 

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Last Fit For Summer!

 








The last outfit of the Summer! Well, technically Summer hasn't ended yet, but once September begins, I'm switching up my wardrobe. I took my clear back-pack out and about! Unfortunately, the thread connecting the plastic to the zipper is unraveling, but it's fixable! Fun times :3

Saturday, August 29, 2026

Autumn 2026 Inspo: September

 


    Tis time... Autumn is faast approaching! The Autumn Equinox will fall on September 22 of this year, so we still have about a month left. However, I'm sure we've all noticed this sudden influx of Halloween decorations, alongside the August opening of Spirit Halloween. The weather is still scorching, but that won't stop me from making this Autumn 2026 Inspo Board!

    We'll start with some transitional pieces during September, due to the blistering California weather! Then we will shift into more layering pieces as the weather cools down. Let's begin!

September

    As you may have noticed, after looking through this blog, I have been on a 2012-14 Tumblr kick. I tend to lean into that during the summer! Doing a somersault off of that aesthetic, I will still be incorporating Tumblr inspired styles into my mood board, perfectly transitioning my summer style into my fall style. Instead of focusing on the more colorful side of Tumblr fashion, I will be honing in on the 2012 "grunge" aesthetic.

    This era was greatly inspired by the 90's, much like every other Tumblr aesthetic during this time. I will also be looking at a lot of authentic 90's styles, well, as authentic as it gets! What is grunge, is it all Kurt Cobain's fault, blah blah blah!! lol. It's easy to go off of magazines and movies, so that's as good and as "authentic" as it's gonna get! I'll include the "kinderwhore" style underneath this section as well, due to obvious reasons.

    Guess what else the 90's inspired... Whimsy Goth! This is where the jewel tones come in. Long intricate skirts, bell sleeve tops, chunky footwear and boots, moody make-up. And brown! You see, brown can be a very goth color. September just seems like the perfect month to wear it! Brown clothes with deep red or maroon lipstick... Those are some gorgeous colors! I also like to look back on Emilie Autumn during her "Enchant" era, when she used to dress up like a fairy with DIY wings, flower crowns, and combat boots!

    I want to challenge myself to wear other colors other than pink! I love to wear pink, hence my claim on the "Perky Goth" title. I love all of the colors of the rainbow, I just have trouble wearing them! So, I will do my best to not wear any pink these upcoming months... Agh!! However, I do have this one pink blouse that I have to make an exception for. The material is too warm for the Summer, so I'm gonna have to wear it closer to Winter.

Tumblr Grunge 2011-12









    Tumblr Grunge c. 2010-12 was a lot more colorful than I remembered! I think it got more colorful the closer 2013 got. 2012 was also the year "Pastel Goth" got popular, as well as "Sea Punk"? Yes, around 2011-12 is when Sea Punk started trending online. I cannot speak for IRL though! No one at my high school was wearing platform jelly sandals or black lipstick.

    You see how Tumblr grunge was not quite accurate to the 90's? This happens all of the time, it's happening right now on tiktok! Everyone is saying they love 2014, but they're posting pictures from 2011-13. lol! It's funny being an old fart. Let the kids have fun. That's what these people were doing some 10-14 years ago! I think the only "90's" things about the trend were the tattoo chokers, plaid flannels and doc martens. Maybe the daisy prints and tie dye.

    What I personally like about the style are the layers! A typical outfit consists of tights, knee-high socks, a skirt or high-waisted jean shorts, either a band tee or tank, a bralet, and a choice between Creepers, Converse, or Doc Marten's. If it's cold, you add a flannel, a jean jacket, or a leather jacket. You could even wear the jean or leather jacket over the flannel, over a band tee. If you wanted a more feminine touch, you'd wear a babydoll dress or a maxi dress. It's not quite kinderwhore, it's more simple/basic. Floral prints would be very prominent. Imagine a cute vintage dress with some tights, combat boots, and a big ol' leather jacket over it. Very cute!!

"90's Grunge" and 90's in General









    See? A lot less colorful! The color palette of the 90's, I can't really place what years specifically, was very warm. Colors like purple, green, and blue seemed very muted as well. It's almost plain, you know? Simple and basic. Of course, I'm only showing pictures of celebrities, films, and band members! I'd have to talk to my mother about what 90's teens were actually wearing around that time, since she is in the class of '96. I do admire 90's fashion that is outside of the "alternative" style, I'm just focusing on these styles specifically for September. The 90's get a lot more cool-toned and cyber closer to the year 2000!

    What I love about the 90's is all of the blue jeans and how they're paired with fishnet, flannel, dresses and leather. 90's silhouettes are very classic, tried and true. Some styles look so effortless as well. You can be casual or dressy in a leather jacket. I also love how tomboyish a lot of girls and women would dress! I love when they have short hair and wear v-neck sweaters with baggy jeans. Or when they wear clips in their short hair! Or when they wear dresses and dark lipstick. Think Drew Barrymore ;)

    To me, 90's fashion is the epitome of Fall! I am a huge fan of the 90's in general, so you'll be hearing more about it in the future! Tumblr loved the 90's as well, thanks to all of the millennials and their childhood nostalgia ;) Oh!! And, shout out to my mother!!! She was the one to teach me all about the 90's and helped curate the CD's I would burn!

"Whimsy Goth"









    I want to say that the term "Whimsy Goth" was coined in 2020? It was like us as netizens collectively decided to call this certain aesthetic "Whimsy Goth". Again, we were mostly referencing 90's fashion, lol. Whimsy Goth is all about soft, heavy, drapey fabrics in jewel tones and black. Embroidery is a must. Vintage and thrifted is encouraged. And you must reference the stars and celestial heavens above!

    Whimsy Goth is great for people who are into 90's fashion and want to shift their style to fit into Autumn. You don't have to be alternative, specifically goth, to enjoy this aesthetic. One could tone down the darkness of the aesthetic and wear more lively colors, like orange, yellow or magenta. Brown!!

    I myself do identify as goth, so I will be leaning into the darkness more heavily. Along with silver celestial jewelry, I will be wearing crosses and velvet chokers. My make-up will be dark. I will incorporate fishnet and mesh into these outfits. I will lightly touch upon "Romantic Goth" and "Medieval Goth": Whimsy Goth is not quite "Medieval Goth" (were saving that for October and November). I have a lot of flowy, silky, button-up long sleeves. It's pretty rad.

    What's not to love about this aesthetic? It's really gorgeous. I get really lucky at the thrift sometimes!! I've found a long, silky black night gown, numerous velvet dresses in different colors, silky vampire tops, and I plan to find so much more!! I just wish my hair was long again :( I had to cut it because I had 2 extremely different lengths. By next year, I'll have acquired the look I want! For now, I'm gonna have to rock a Drew Barrymore Fairuza Balk.


    That is how I plan to style my clothes this September! Honestly, I cycle through the same styles every year. Next Summer will be Tumblr inspired and next Autumn will be 90's inspired, and so on. The only thing that will change is the amount of clothes I will have acquired!! I'm so excited to start styling the clothes I have and I'm even more excited for Fall to begin! I'm going to Spirit Halloween tomorrow, so you'll probably see a post about it soon!



Friday, August 28, 2026

Spa Day!

 


    After hitting up the Dollar Tree, I ended up finding a lot of skincare and pedicure items. Naturally, I decided that today, Friday, would be a spa day of some sort! It feels really good to pamper oneself, even though the items are from Dollar Tree. They have some hits though! I made sure to look back at the many tiktok reviews I liked!

    My original plan was to just visit my grandparents place to pick up some clothes that I had left there. However, my mom surprised me with some coffee/dollar tree money, so I added those extra stops to my plan. I ordered yet another PSL and headed over to the Dollar Tree. The Halloween stuff is finally out, but it's just the same old things, There wasn't anything too exciting out, so I didn't end up grabbing any seasonal items. It's still really fun to see!

    My favorite sections of the store are the beauty and bath section! I noticed that the L.A. Colors Fall make-up line was out, but the products weren't that exciting either. I don't need any of the eyeshadows or glosses, since I have those shades already. So, I ended up zoning in on the skincare section. Dollar Tree has really amped up their skincare game! They have numerous skincare regimes sectioned together, so you could get a facial cleanser, exfoliant, serum, and moisturizer of the same line. Pretty neat!

    I know the products are cheap, but if you look at the ingredient list, you'll be able to tell which ones are worth grabbing! They work just as well as any drugstore product, I wouldn't dare say they're better than anything from Ulta or Sephora, lol! But they're good basics, for sure! I grabbed some pimple patches, a bubbling clay mask, a baggie of serum, and I restocked my toner, serum (yes, more!), and decided to try a different moisturizer! Everything I get is gel/water based, so I was very excited to pick up the XtraCare Hydro Plus Water Gel moisturizer! I've also heard some good things about it as well ;)

    I had decided to give myself a pedicure after finding a bunch of stuff to scrub my feet! Pumice stones, a brush, a foot file, and a foot glaze? It's honey scented and I love that scent. I guess it's because of my age, but I never had an issue with my heels cracking. Maybe it's because it had been a while since I soaked and scrubbed my feet, but my heels got pretty gross, lol. I needed a long soak and some hardcore scrubbing. The honey foot glaze (sounds so perverted) would restore a lot of that moisture I lack!

    I had some funds left over, so I made my way to Family Dollar to grab more polishes! I just had to get another Jelly polish, as well as a purple metallic color. While I was browsing through the aisle, I found a cuticle cutter! The V-shaped kind. I had been on the lookout for one of those for a fat minute. I'm not worried about my cuticles when it comes to regular polish, but when it comes to gel... I need to push them back so the gel polish can lay properly on the nail. If you paint over the cuticles, the gel will eventually start to lift, and then the polish will start to chip. Great purchase!

    After my outing, I had undoubtedly earned a nice hot shower. I scrubbed every inch and exfoliated, then put on that bubbling mask.


    Good Lord, look at that filtering! It's the Snow app, I swear! I'm not this pale... The mask went on really creamy and eventually started to foam, or "bubble". It started to feel a bit itchy, especially on my nose! I wanted to scratch it so bad, but I resisted! It was a neat experience, I don't think I've ever tried a mask like that!

    While I had that on, I was soaking my feet in a foot spa machine thing. I don't know where my mom got it, she's very thrifty when it comes to these things. She found a back massage thing at the thrift store once! I know she wouldn't have gotten the foot spa used, so it might have been DD's??? Idk, but I love this thing. It's like a hot tub, bubbling up and shit! I fill it halfway with room temp water and hot water, then mix in some bath salts. I grabbed this Snow White themed bath salt at the Dollar Tree... Do NOT smell these, LMAOO!


    It's supposed to be apple scented or some shit, I took a whiff and almost vomited. But they smell great in the tub! After the mask had dried, I washed it off and did a sheet mask, some eye masks, and the rest of my skincare. All while my feet soaked! The whole time I was sippin' on that fairy dust  ¬‿¬ 


    In my Hello Kitty Halloween cup! Tis the season... I was having a ball. I had a plan to paint my toes but I accidentally cut one of my toes with the cuticle cutter. That MF was sharp! It kept bleeding, so I wrapped it up in a bandaid and called it quits! I did put that pervert honey glaze lotion on my feet and it felt nice. I've had my pink witch socks on since then. I ended up just painting my nails :/


    These are the colors I went with! As I mentioned in this post, the Jelly Glitter Vibes polish is very sheer. It's supposed to look like plastic Barbie shoes! However, as I started to layer the polish, I noticed that the color wouldn't get opaque like the purple polish. It remained the same sheer color after 5 coats! I thought I would be able to thicken it up, but the light pink color just won't. I needed to paint a pink base to make it look like the bottled color. It's still a pretty color, it's just too similar to my skin tone.

    I need to find the nail glue so that I can attach the gems. I got kinda lazy towards the end! Once I finish my nails I'll attach the picture to this post. But, that was my spa day, lol! It felt really good to relax and watch horror films while I was chillen'. I also found this YouTube channel while I was busy: TheCatholicHorrorGal. She has some really cool and interesting content!! I found her channel after clicking on "Was Emily Rose Possessed?", as I really love that film! I believe her name is Kathleen Troost-Cramer: She has a Ph.D. in Biblical Studies, so she analyzes horror films through the eyes of a Theology professor. Neat stuff!!

    I'll update soon about the mani, peace!

Update:



Playing Normal

      My dress for the Quince! It's a pretty dress, I'm sure it'll be useful again one day. I'm not used to showing so much ...